i will never understand why i ended up this way or what the reason was for.i'll never understand why this world is so fucked up and barely anyone cares.i'll never understand how people can say they love someone then leave them for someone else.i'll never understand a lot of things,like why people lie,cheat,and steal.why they are rude,mean,bitchy,horrible,and inconsiderate.i'll never understand how pain never goes away.i'll never understand love or hate.i'll never understand life.